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[25 Sep 2005|07:31pm]

LJ Interests meme results

  1. bad religion:
    Great band. I love listening to them. That is all.
  2. cedric the entertainer:
    The guy is funny.
  3. goodfellas:
    One of my top 5 movies. Yes, I have a top 5.
  4. married...with children:
    My favorite show of all time(along with The Wonder Years0.
  5. neon signs:
    They're cool to look at.
  6. ocean's 11:
    Damn fine movie.
  7. ozomatli:
    Read Bad Religion.
  8. silverchair:
  9. swing music:
    Its relaxing to me.
  10. the beatles:
    Again, read Bad Religion

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pissed off [20 Aug 2005|01:35am]
a person asks for advice.
you give them some advice.
they then ignore the advice.
they suffer extremem consequences by doing so.

do you just hate it when that happens?
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bored at my pad [27 Jun 2005|11:13pm]
1.What Time is it now? 11:14 p.m.

2.Single or taken? single

3.What does your name mean? not sure

4.Who picked out your name? parents

5.whats your nickname? esqui

6.What color are your eyes? dark brown

7.Do you have an innie or an outie? innie

8.What size are your shoes? 9-10

9.How tall (or short) are you? around 5'6

10.Honestly what do you like about yourself? my loyalty to others i guess

11.What do you always get complimented on? i dont get any

12.worst quality? i can be an annoying prick

13.What are the last four digits of your phone number? 4147

14.Do you think you're cute? i could be if i lost some weight...maybe...no..okay then

15. Hair color: dark brown

16.Do you wear contacts? nope, glasses

17.Living Arrangements? with the folks

18.Favorite drink? gatorade

20.Favorite Month? january

21.Favorite Food? dont have one

22.Favourite Board game? i love monopoly

23.Web Site? imdb.com

24.Favorite Clothing Brand? doesnt matter

25.Favorite day of the Year? dont have one...i just have good days

26.Favorite color? black/blue

27. Favorite animals? dont have one

28.Do you have friends? yep

29.Who's your best friend? i just have friends

30.Are your parents together? yep

31.How often do you get together with the family? not that often

32.Do you see your parents or your friends more? i spend equal amounts of time with both

33. anything special about your parents? my mom is cool

34.Siblings and their ages? hector is 22

35.you think you are a flirt? i sued to be

36.You're slutty? nope

37. You Mean? can be

38.You like someone? sure

39. Can you keep secrets? yeah

40.You dance in front of the mirror? i dont really dance

41.You sing in the shower? sometimes...

42.You liked Britney Spears? who doesnt?

43.You've liked a cousin? f'in nasty

44. You've been in the opposite sex bathrooms? yeah

45. ever hurt anyone? yes

46.You've been hurt? yeah

47.You swear? yeah i do

48.You get your way? not really

49.You're willing to try new things? depends

50.You've cheated on a test? who hasnt...seriously

51.What are you wearing? black pants/white shirt

52.What color are your pants? black

53.What are you listening to? "Six Shooter" Queens Of The Stone Age

54.How are you feeling? ok i guess

55.what are you doing now? listening to music and filling this out

56.What are you eating? nothing

57.How's the weather? hot..but my fan keeps me cool

58.What books are you reading? none at the moment

-------4 girls-------
59.How many lip glosses do you have?

60.What perfume do you use?

61.What's in your purse?

62. tall or short boy?

63.blonde or brunette guys?

64.Boxers showing?

65. Long hair or short hair on boys?

66. What's the first thing you notice about guys?

67.What kind of cologne do you use? none

68. Whats in your pockets? dont have any in these pants(old karate pants)

69.Boxers or briefs? boxers

70.Blonde or brunette girls? both...but i prefer brunettes

71.Tall or short girls? doesnt really matter

72.Piercings on girls? sure

73.Long or short hair on girls? either or

74.Good or bad girl? prefer good..but bad is cool too

75.What do you find annoying in girls? i guess i get annoyed if they talk too much or dont care enough

76.What's the first thing you notice about girls? smile


77. the last movie you saw? Gone 60 Seconds

78. what did you have for dinner? didnt have any tonight

79.What are you hoping for? to be rewarded for my good deeds as of late i guess

80.What movie do you really want to see? old movie:My Family
new movie:Charlie and The Chocolate Factory

81.Where is your favorite place to travel? i dont travel that much

82.What did you last dream about? cant remember

83.What was the last thing you ate? eggs

84.If you were a crayon what color what would you be? like a dark purple

85.Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? brittany

86.Do you like the person that sent this to you? this wasnt sent to me

87.Ever had a crush on a teacher? not that i can recall

88.Are you too shy to ask someone out? i guess

89.Scary movies or happy ending? scary movies usually arent very good...and sometimes happy endings piss me off

90.Summer or winter? winter...its been better to me this past year

91.Relationships or one night stands? Relationships

92.Chocolate or Vanilla ice cream? vanilla

93.Do you want your friends to write back? dont care

94.Who is most likely to respond? who knows

95.Who is least likely to respond? lots of people

96.What did you do last night? helped a friend...was helped by a friend

97.Anything else you want to add? poly sucks

98.Time finishing? 11:29
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the sandlot...plus im bored [30 Apr 2005|02:07am]
[the Sandlot Kids and their arch-rivals come face-to-face]
Phillips: It's easy when you play with rejects and a fat kid, Rodriguez.
Benny: Shut your mouth, Phillips!
Ham Porter: What'd you say, crap face?
Phillips: You shouldn't be allowed to touch a baseball. Except for Rodriguez, you're all an insult to the game.
Ham Porter: Come on! We'll take you on, right here! Right now! Come on!
Sandlot Kids: Yeah!
Phillips: We play on a real diamond, Porter. You ain't good enough to lick the dirt off our cleats.
Ham Porter: Watch it, jerk!
Phillips: Shut up, idiot!
Ham Porter: Moron!
Phillips: Scab eater!
Ham Porter: Butt sniffer!
Phillips: Pus licker!
Ham Porter: Fart smeller!
Bertram: [sniffs] Ahh.
Phillips: You eat dog crap for breakfast, geek!
Ham Porter: You mix your Wheaties with your mama's toe jam!
Sandlot Kids: Yeah!
Phillips: You bob for apples in the toilet! And you like it!
Ham Porter: You play ball like a giiirrrrrrrrl!
[entire group stands in shocked silence]
Phillips: What did you say?
Ham Porter: You heard me.
Phillips: Tomorrow. Noon, at our field. Be there, buffalo-butt breath.
Ham Porter: Count on it, pee-drinking crap-face!
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Neighbors! [02 Jan 2005|06:25pm]
[ mood | excited ]

Neighbours, nobody loves you like we do.
Neighbors, your government has triumphed in finally making you a public fit
for the 21st century.
Never before has a governing body shown so much concern for the economic
well-being of its subjects.
Today we have insulated you from countless factions who threathens your
financial viability; such as the poor; the idealistic foreigners still
clinging to their childish notions of social welfare; why, you're even kept
uninformed of useless propagandist journalism that reports alleged
violations of human rights (We all know they wouldn't have been punished if
they hadn't been doing something wrong!!). And who better to dispens such
blantently evident factoids but a self-appointed authority like myself?
Acid Rain is a thing of the past... Too many possible causes, too little
signifigance for our modern thinking public, besides industrial
manufacturing is at an all time low anyway, who needs those narrow minded
laborers anyway. Too many mouths to feed, and to many burden on the pay
roll! Who needs 'em? Here in the land of the free-time. Someother ass
back-ward country will give us what we need by exploiting its uneducated
The Internet has expanded our ability to pacify average americans better
than ever by offering fantastical adventures to every corner of the
imagination. Your home office is the window to your world, and the heart of
your social life. Such reclusive behaviour helps clear the roads and public
works from overburden like the lower middle-class and others who depend
shamelessly on their government. Today you are freer than ever to do what
you want, provided you can pay for it!
Remeber, the first word in USA is US
We have arrived neighbours, we are the priviliged elite!

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merry chrismahanukwanzakah [24 Dec 2004|11:16pm]
[ mood | bored ]

the title should say it all...and i dont wanna type it again.

so yes....i am here home alone..jammin to music and talking to jessica medz. bastards left me at home all bored and crap. whatever....christmas never was a big deal to me anyway. so yep......what to say what to say. i saw training day and snatch today. two great movies if i do say so myself(hey i do!)
yep. peace.

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stole this from frances..yep im bored [19 Dec 2004|01:44am]
[ mood | bored ]

01. On your current playlist, hit shuffle and pick the first twenty-five songs on the list.
02. Write down one line of the song. try to avoid putting the song title in the line.
03. Have your friends comment and see if they know the songs.
04. When someone guesses correctly, strike out the line and list the correct name of the song next to it.

1.El otro dia yo vi a un hombre
2.Turn this one up!
3.It's you that he'll sacrifice and it's you that'll bleed.
4.I'll give you candy, give you diamonds, give you pills
5.Yo, from the first to the last of it, delivery is passionate
6.This song goes out to all the hopeless sinners
7.Turn on tha radio, nah fuck it, urn it off, fear is your only god
8.And when the only true messiah rescues us from ourselves
9.Well it's hit or miss upon the gate walls
10.Here we go again to stage the greatest show on heaven and earth
11.The entering is soulful conjecturing
12.Gonna get the hell out of here and create a fresher atmosphere
13.The microphone explodes shatterin the molds
14.Hace nueva formas de vida
15.It seems I spent the 80s in a Haiti state of Mind
16.All gets pointed in the same direction while the human masses and their vague conceptions
17.Bust a track till they flat on they back
18.The way you feelin on the outside reflects how you feelin' on the inside
19.All of this time on my hands, so far has gone, to feeding my animals
20.Hey you did you ever intend to sleep inside my tomb
21.Was he robbed of the asphalt that cushioned his face
22.I decree today that life is simply taking and not giving
23.Maybe it’s too late for intellectual debate but a residue of confusion remains
24.Yes this is the campaign, slithered entrails, in the cargo bay
25.Since 1516 minds attacked and overseen now crawl amidst the ruins of this empty dream

[swing with me]

[06 Dec 2004|12:42am]
[ mood | sore ]

yeah im cold and not sleepy so imma post again. twice in one week...what a shocker. whatever, not like anyone reads this thing with interest. anywhoo...

i went to nicte's quincenera on saturday. i took my friend brian. he thought christina was cute. yep. we weren't really feeling the party so yeah we went outside and were talking to a couple girls on the phone(jenny and alexa). so yeah. i had an interesting conversation with jenny. i wish she would open up to me more than she does. i mean...you can tell she enjoys being able to let out her feelings, yet she never does and i know i can be the person that is there for her(even if she turned me down).

so yeah i went to a martial arts tournament today and did alright. i got 3rd place in sparring(fighting with pads) out of 8 people. not bad for one of my last competitions as a color belt. anywayz...yeah i was there a long ass time. from 7am to 7pm. me,brian,jenny,alexa,and a couple of my instructors went to dinner afterwards and hung out. but yep im not feeling that well. i got rocked in the head and i still freakin have a headache because of it. so yes i am now done with my ramblings. peace

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[04 Dec 2004|04:23am]
[ mood | awake ]

i am sitting here and listening to random songs. i tried to go to sleep but i couldnt. too much stuff on my mind i guess. eh...im not one to complain about that kind of thing...as much as i used to or as much as others have been doing. yes now i am just rambling. peace out muthafucka

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[22 Oct 2004|05:29pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

so yeah odds are that im going to homecoming. im probably going stag but hey...atleast i made up my mind. anyway so yeah im just waiting for some people to call and then im out of the house. yep. alright the phone is ringing and its them so peace

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questions [02 Sep 2004|10:41pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

why am i such a loner?
why am i so fat?
why cant i ever get a girl?
why does it seem like nobody gives a shit about me?
why do i not look forward to karate anymore?
why do i hate myself?

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[20 Aug 2004|02:41pm]
[ mood | amused ]

yeah i took this from sickofsecrets

A is for - Age: 15

B is for - Band listening to right now: Tupac and Snoop

C is for - Career in Future: engineer/architect

D is for - Dead person you would like to meet: grandparents on my dad's side

E is for - Essential item: cd's

F is for - Favorite song at the moment: Days Of The Week by stone temple pilots

G is for - Great Escape: karate studio

H is for - Hometown: pasadena/duarte/monrovia.....pick one

I is for - Instruments you play: none but i want to play guitar

J is for - Job title: martial arts assistant instructor

K is for - Kids: 1 or 2

L is for - Living places: beach side would be nice....a nice neighborhood will do too

M is for - Most embarrassing moment: getting whipped with belts and bands at karate everyday

N is for - Number of books you've read this summer: ...

O is for - Overnight hospital stays: when i was born

P is for - Phobias: dont know of any

Q is for - Quote you like: "Victory is sweetest when you've known defeat." Malcolm S. Forbes

R is for - Relaxed when: when listening to music

S is for - Sexuality: girls are awesome

T is for - Time you wake up everyday: it varies..either really late or really early

U is for - Unknown fact about me :dont know

V is for - Vegetable you love: carrots

W is for -Worst habit: biting my nails

X is for - X-rays you've had: dental

Y is for - Yummy food you make: whatever i make and doesnt taste shitty

Z is for - Zodiac sign: aquarias

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[16 Aug 2004|10:10pm]
i talked to her. everything is good. nothing happened...but everything is good. but still, i would like to know how it feels like to actually have someone that has the same feelings for you that you have for them.
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[07 Aug 2004|09:53pm]
i give up
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"....and I miss you love" [07 Aug 2004|02:50am]
[ mood | gloomy ]

Millionaire say
Got a big shot deal
And thrown it all away but
But I'm not too sure
How I'm supposed to feel
Or what I'm supposed to say

But I'm not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle every day
And I miss you love

Make room for the prey
'Cause I'm coming in
With what I wanna say but
It's gonna hurt
And I love the pain
A breeding ground for hate but...

I'm not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle everyday
Like the one that just past
In the crowds of all the people

Remember today
I've no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love

I love the way you love
But I hate the way
I'm supposed to love you back

It's just a fad
Part of the teenage angst brigade and
I'm not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle everyday
Like the one that just past
In the crowds of all the people

Remember today
I've no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love

Remember two days
I've no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love

I love the way you love
But I hate the way
I'm supposed to love you back

[swing with me]

[05 Aug 2004|01:55am]
[ mood | discontent ]

its weird. ive been liking this girl all summer but i havent been able to tell her. i remember having trouble telling a girl how i felt about her before..but i always would end up telling her. with this chick...its different. its harder to tell her. its weird. stop listening to my ramblings. time for a song. which song will i leave today tho......

[C Knight]
Yeah, This is C Knight fom the Dove Shack
Gettin those here out
kickin it at King's Park wit all the homies
Heh, and you know what I'm sayin
So why don't you uh check out my homie Bo to the Roc

Verse One:

[Bo Roc]
I ride wit the
I slide wit the
Loccs and doggs from the LBC
All of the hoes wanna kick it wit me
Cuz I run wit Warren G
Braid your weaves bustaz and G's
Water balloon fighters
Low riders, and east siders (east siders)
All come around (come around)
To hear the Dove Shack G Funk sound
All come around (come around)
To kick it in my town


Let me hear you say oohhhhh ahhhhh
Summertime in The LBC
Oohhhhh ahhhhh
Summertime in The LBC

Verse Two:

[Arnita Porter]
Now me and my girls are deep
In a '94 Wrangler jeep
Flow so long thru Long Beach
Daisy Dukes gets props
Hair and nails fresh from the shop
And we're at the bombest spot
Called the shackkk

Verse Three:

[2 Scoop]
Three months of pleasure
How can I measure
The relaxation
All the fun I'm facin
My homies got green
That's them
For show 'do
Hit the sto' 'do
So I can get a 40
My lil' cousin rushin to the park too much
Standin in line tah get a free lunch
Why do we do what we do when we do what we do
Hangin out late wit no curfew


Verse Four:

[C Knight]
Damn, it's hot than a mutha
I'm smuthareen ribs wit barbacue sauce
Fools get tossed if they reach across my barbacue grill
So continue tah chill
At King's park in the LBC
That's where ya'll find me
Hangin wit my homies and my friends
We got the coke in hand
We got Da Five Footaz and the Twinz
We got Warren G and the D-O-G
All come around
Tah hear the Dove Shack G Funk sound


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[03 Aug 2004|12:03pm]
i thought i was getting over this girl but i keep thinking about her. grrrrrrrr..... why cant i just tell her how i feel about her??
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[28 Jul 2004|11:31pm]

[Saw you cry] hmm i don't remember

[Made you cry] same answer

[Spent the night at your house] ummmmm.....my brother

[You went to the mall with] carlos, alex, reco

[Yelled at you] hector

[Sent you an email] the living end mailing list

[Said they were going to kill you] big shawn

[Slept in your bed] me


[Dreamed something really crazy and then it happens the next day?] kinda...it happened a lot later though.

[Stalked someone?] nope

[Had a mud bath?] nope

[Wished you were the opposite sex?] nope
[Had an imaginary friend?] not that i can remember


[What are you going to do after you finish this survey?] chat...listen to music...sleep

[What was the last food you ate?] hot pockets

[are you bored?] yeah

[How many buddies are on?] 9

[Last noise you heard?] "HEY! PACHUCO!"


[Last time you went out of the state] earlier this year when i went to mexico

[Lucky number?] .....

[Things you like in a girl/guy?] face in general and personality in general

[Do you have a crush on someone] im trying to get over her

[Do they know?] dont think so
[Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?] no

[What do you think of Ouija boards?] blah

[What book are you reading now?] danger.com @ gemini.7. i love this book

[What's on your mouse pad?]its blue

[Favorite board game?] monopoly

[Favorite magazine?] rolling stone..

[Favorite sound?] music

[Worst feeling in the world?] losing everything you love

[Best feeling in the world?] someone being there for you

[What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?] "10 more minutes...."
[Do you like scary or exciting rollercoasters?] yep

[How many rings before you answer?] however many times it rings before i answer

[Future daughter's name?] dunno

[Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?] nope

[If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be] dunno....

[Do you type with your fingers on the right keys?] not really

[What's under your bed?] shoes...another matress...and stuff
[Favorite sport to watchmartial arts competitions and basketball
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[27 Jul 2004|08:36pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

i know i have thigns about myself that i have to change. but i dont know what exactly i need to change. i know i have to change how i am with my father. we all know that...but there are other things. things i know that dont make me a good person. yet i dont know what those things are. it gets frustrating when people dont want to even let me know what is wrong with me. cant you guys just do that for me? cant you guys tell me what is wrong with me so i can change myself for the better?

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[25 Jul 2004|04:01am]
[ mood | tired ]

now here i go,
hope i don't break down,
i won't take anything, i don't need anything,
don't want to exist, i can't persist,
please stop before i do it again,

just talk about nothing, let's talk about nothing,
let's talk about no one,
please talk about no one, someone, anyone
you and me have a disease,
you affect me, you infect me,
i'm afflicted, you're addicted,
you and me, you and me

i'm on the edge,
get against the wall,
i'm so distracted,
i love to strike you,
here's my confession,
you learned your lesson,
stop me before i do it again

just talk about nothing, let's talk about nothing,
let's talk about no one,
please talk about no one, someone, anyone
you and me have a disease,
you affect me, you infect me,
i'm afflicted, you're addicted,
you and me, you and me

you're clear - as a heavy lead curtain want
to drill you - like an ocean,
we can work it out, i've been running out, now i'm running out
don't be mad about it baby,
you and me, you and me,

just talk about nothing, let's talk about nothing,
let's talk about no one,
please talk about no one, someone, anyone
you and me have a disease,
you affect me, you infect me,
i'm afflicted, you're addicted,
you and me, you and me

i want to tie you, crucify you,
kneel before you, revile your body,
you and me, we're made in heaven,
i want to take you, i want to break you,
supplicate you, with thorny roses
you and me,are incurable,
i want to bathe you in holy water i want to kill you,
upon the alter, you and me, you and me.

[swing with me]

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